It’s Over…???

As we look to God for help, for strength, for renewal, especially in difficult times, we try to replicate that perfect, eternal love in our own live. As I woke up this morning turning on to  my cellphone…, reading all the messages that makes my day a bad day and a exhausting day and its over…..It’s OVER…praying is not enough and its worthless…

Love is just a temporary felling, although it can produce joy to deep sorrow. Love is not patient: love is not kind.., Love…doesn’t hopes all things

Love…doesn’t believes all things…Love always done by self-sacrificing to transforms lives and moves us out of our comfort zones….,

No hopes…No expectations…and back at one…back to zero…

I hate you LOVE…, I hate you ALL…, I hate you YENOH…,I hate you…,

Oh GOD….is really there is LOVE..???

Why there are so many big questions in my mind..???

Murmuring…., whispering…, shouting…, oh!!, whatever things that keeps me to think out of this LOVE…,YES I’m in love but there is something that holds me to think that this is not TRUE. I am DREAMING.,

All my life I never imagine this to happen

All I want is to live with strong relationship with GOD ….and NOT with any body else…huhuhu.. In my past years I always say that NO….BOYS….ALLOWED…Sorry but I really….really…hate.. BOYS…., reasons that all troubles in this world is start from the mistakes of boys…A weird explanations or conclusion of all boys in this world….,

Asking my self why I hate BOYS…, without thinking that my best friend is a guy (GOD) and without my ally (MY TATAY) I never had the chance to experienced how beautiful is the world…?? How bless I am…??How happy my mama and tatay the day they received me as a blessing…??

Oh my…,GOD I really appreciate your instrument to enlighten  me  the way I think out of this cruel world….You bestowed on to me an angel to answers all of this questions…

I really appreciate all the things I experienced being with him.

Unexpected time and date…is the day where the piece of my life is starting to change.

Starting to explore the other side of the world…and correcting the past that has been damage.

YES…!GOD… , Thank you for not letting me go in the dark path of life

Thank you for always understands me…and always there for me…

Thank you for leaning your ears every time that I need someone to talk to.

Thank you for the second chance…to change…

The opposite of love is not hate, it’s indifference.
The opposite of art is not ugliness, it’s indifference.
The opposite of faith is not heresy, it’s indifference.
And the opposite of life is not death, it’s indifference.

What does this quotes means? What is indifference and why is it the opposite of all things? Still now we live in this world without knowing what will happen to us in the future. If the the opposite of life is not death then what is life? Maybe that is the question that we need to discover in our self in order to know the real meaning of life. 

I hear the ticking of the clock
I’m lying here the room’s pitch dark
I wonder where you are tonight
No answer on the telephone
And the night goes by so very slow
Oh I hope that it won’t end though
Alone

Refrain:

Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone

You don’t know how long I have wanted
To touch your lips and hold you tight,oh
You don’t know how long I have waited
And I was going to tell you tonight
But the secret is still my own
And my love for you is still unknown
Alone

Refrain:

Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone

[Verse 1]
It’s been a long and winding journey, but i’m finally here tonight
Picking up the pieces, walking back into the light
Into the sunset of your glory, where my heart and future lies
There’s nothing like that feeling, when i look into your eyes…

[Bridge]
My dreams came true, when i found you
I found you, my miracle…

[Chorus]
If you could see, what i see, that you’re the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel, the tenderness i feel
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here…

[Verse 2]
Standing here before you, feels like i’ve been born again
Every breath is your love, every heartbeat speaks your name…

[Bridge 2]
My dreams came true, right here in front of you
My miracle…

[Chorus]
If you could see, what i see, you’re the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel, the tenderness i feel
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here…

[Bridge 3]
Brought me here to be with you,
I’ll be forever grateful (oh forever Faithful)
My dreams came true
When I found you
My miracle…

[Chorus]
If you could see, what i see, you’re the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel, the tenderness i feel
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here…
Yes they brought me here…
If you could feel, the tenderness i feel…
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here…

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Soul of Christ
Sanctify me
Body of Christ save me
Water from the side of Christ
Wash me, Passion of Christ
Give me strength

Chorus:
Hear me Jesus
Hide me in thy wounds
That I may never leave thy side
From all the evil that surrounds me
Defend me and when the call of death arrives
Bid me come to thee
That I may praise thee
With thy saints forever

(Repeat Chorus)

I am thirsty for true happiness

My heart and my hand are hungry for cheerfulness

A world of chaos that an evil can tease me

And wars that split myself to me

Give me strenght!!!?

To act freely is one of the most fundamental rights that individual enjoy. It is also one of the most dangerous rights, because freedom means to express one’s discontentment wiht the status and the desire to change it…???

We have basically the same human needs and concerns

All of us human beings wants freedom and the rights to determine our won.

destiny as individuals and as people

That is called freedom….

And I want my freedom back!!!?

Until when that all of this be wash down

Until  when the world release from captivity

Until when….??? 

Each and everyone experience a crossroad of life that everything you decide which way you take some people get hurt and think that you are selfish one. Think twice life is so short and changeable. Choosing the way leading where you are happy is sacrificing the side of your life. It’s not the pain painted in your face but the scars in the heart that no one can cure.

When your are in pain, it is hard to know that you are struggling…

Joan of Arcadia was one of the most beautiful TV series that I ever seen. Joan of Arcadia is a story of a weird family that lived in Arcadia. Joan Girardi (played by Amber Tamblyn), who sees and speaks with God after promising him that she will do anything he asks if he will spare her brother’s life after a car accident. Many people said that she was crazy saying that she sees God and one episode in the series that she was in a mental hospital. Will Girardi (played by Joe Mantegna) a chief of police in Arcadia and also the father of Joan Gerardi. Helen Girardi (played by Mary Steenburgen) a school secretary in Arcadia High School and had this unmemorable experience in her past life that she can’t share with her children. Luke Girardi (played by Michael Welch) a science genius in the family of Girardi. Which always explain everything according to science and mathematics? Let say, he was a nerd person among the family of Girardi. Kevin Girardi (played by Jason Ritter) an older brother in the family of Girardi. Who use to be an athlete? He was a very good athlete but sad to say that he has a car accident considering that he was in a wheelchair now. The story really run on Joan in which the God always telling her what she need to do. God said to her "Do as I say." That’s the only thing that you need to do. Then Joan do what God says to her and she experience happiness and sadness on what she do according to God’s will. No one knows what the will of God for us are, some people said just feel that this was the will of God. But considering the truth that God only wants us to follow the Ten Commandments and the rest are free will. There are also will of God that you can defy, like what parents you want to have? What brothers and sisters you want have? God wouldn’t tell us what kind of friends you want to have because it’s your free will. God wouldn’t favor one person but give to all people. In this TV series you will see the normal feelings of most people around the world. I myself realize how important to live in this world and always saying "Thank you God for giving me this free will." You try to watch this TV series. I’m sure you will like it.